Shemale memories

I must admit that I went kinda far with "artistic license" on a few of my personal stories. i really was a skinny, pretty lil ladyboy whore when I was, um1...young3 My little titties looked very big on my skinny little body too. It's my fondest memory. I was beautiful. Yes, I did a lot of prostitution too. My step f-ther made it possible by using estrogen cream on me because he wanted a fuck toy. He was a sick, selfish fuck. He taught me to suck dick, he trained my ass pussy and I continued training my ass and using the estrogen on my own. I did a few neighbor men and they gave me money and gifts like weed, liquor, jewlry. The neighborhood boys didn't have much to offer except for weed and cool knives and stuff but I would do them free sometimes. Everyone kept it secret because they weren't "faggots" but they kept coming back for more of me. ;) Yes there was a club where they'd let me in to service the old pervs who wanted a cute little titty boy. They got most of the money though so I had to beg my clients for extra money and gifts. I went to their private homes when their wives and k!ds weren't home, I did some private parties and they made me do really gross disgusting things. I was so foolish putting myself in danger because any one of them could have strangled me and dumped me somewhere but I was careful to get doctors, lawyers, engineers, all educated professional men. Yes I did have an old army foot locker that I painted blue where I kept my dr*gs, money, liquor and other gifts. My br0thers fucked me too. To the mean bastard that left those hurtful comments, YES, inc3stt is a lot more common than most people want to admit. Br0thers fuck br0thers, par3nts do their k!ds, br0thers and s!sters and s!sters with s!sters and back in the early days of the Internet entire f4mil!es were posting sex pics of themselves. I'm old and ugly now so I can only look back and enjoy my memories of when I was a gorgeous teenager. My body betrayed me by turning me mannish and ugly shortly after I turned 19 or 20. Yeah, my stepd*d was a sick fuck but he knew what I needed and wanted and he gave it to me. I'll always remember the times with my big br0ther and little br0ther. Johnny fucked my ass and made me feel just like a girl. They also treated me like a total pig whore too. I made my little br0 cum his first time. His very first ejaculation was in my mouth. OMG I SO enjoyed being their whore. M0m finally divorced step dud and he committed suicide. Uncontested divorce and she took everything he had!! I liked the danger and excitement of sneaking around doing the neighborhood men and the affluent clients that drove me to their homes. They'd usually drop me at a bus stop or a fast food place and give me cab fare. I was a sexy gurl with tits when I was a young boy and men WANTED me. It made me feel important and powerful but now all I have are my memories. I had my first orgasm with my big br0's dick up my ass. I still remember the weird feeling of pressure tingling, kind of like an electric spasm building and then I let out a loud OH-UNNNGH!!! and my tiny little penis clit gushed a big load of watery girl juice, then two seconds later another small one. That hasn't happened for many years but big br0 made me lick it up off the hardwood floor. It tasted much different than real "male" cum because there was no sperm in it. My attendance in high school was poor at best but it was simple and boring anyway so I just got a GED. My REAL fav subjects were fucking and sucking. :)) Yes I did a few jocks too but NEVER more than one at a time! Big br0 warned me all about what assholes those steroid popping apes were and I followed his advice. My big br0 had legal guns and he knew karate too and people were afraid of him. "Alpha" males went very Beta when he showed up but they tried to save face by saying things like, "He's fucken CRAZY!" and, "He always has a gun on him!" There were rumors that he might have k!lled someone too but that was all just to soothe their egos. My big br0thr was a BAAAD muthafucka! and I was a sexy little fuck machine.